| MOTIVATION : kids that u carried in your arms when u were in middle school are about to enter college |
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| pig: "i'll give you a break"
me: thank you, sir
pig: "here's a citation"
me: -_-;;
pig: it could've been a state citation but i only wrote you a city citation.
me: o..i appreciate it (WTFZ) so...i drive down to the city court today to pay it off and they say ..pay 242.52 i was like wtfzz and it will put 9 points on your record..omfg so im obligated to go to court and beg the judge to reduce the charges . AHHHHHHHH imma kill somebody. dam it so broke too |
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| finally done with that paper...technically wrote 8 pages (4 pages single spaced) but hopefully i can get full credit on it. just gotta do an exam wed. and a freakin lab paper and its time to the road to mempfrica ^_^ o snap..throwing up that deuce deuce to knoxvegas ...gonna go home for the break pretty soon~! old friends church kids da rents senses? possibly casino? possibly casino buffet? possibly andrew and johnny beta come down so we can go down |
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| it's hard to be off schedule when you don't have a set schedule. I think one of the hardest things in college is to have a steady relationship with God. I have noticed and witnessed ppl falling from Him through procrastination, parties, booze, relationships with the significant other, etc.. I myself have fallen plenty but am i strong enough to realize it and change my college ways or take the easy path to live my life the way i want to for MYself. I've heard people say "where was God when i needed Him the most" or "i believe in myself and what I can do and achieve". I realized and it's true that In God's mind, the troubles and turmoils that we face in our lives are for us to be dependent upon Him, to experience Him, to be delivered by Him and in turn, to glorify Him. There is never a thought in God's mind that testing us through hardships is aimed at destroying us, the believer's faith and life whatever it may be. I believe Faith is a hard concept to grasp because it is like trust, and if you "trust" someone you give yourself some room to be vulnerable. But then i look and read Job's little book in the Bible and it amazes me how much he loved God for who he was. I mean..in spite of all Job's pain and suffering he experienced, Job still thanked and praised God. He loved God for who he is and not for what he can give. What pisses me off is that i suck at being consistent and I am probably going to go back to the way i usually live and jus reminisce the spiritual highs instead of practicin it. BUT yo....college is college maybe this will all be in God's perfect plan for me |
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